Friday, March 26, 2010

I have been dealing with a lot of issues right now and I don't know how to handle every single situation. It's pretty hard but I try to remain strong despite these challenging things that come my way. This is kinda serious and I shouldn't set it aside though my mind is being killed due to so much confusion. I'm afaird I'm going to breakdown one of these days. Only God knows everything. No one knows what I have been going through right now, even my family and friends.

But I know I'm going to make this through. God won't give me problems or challenges that I cannot solve. God won't let me down and He'll be there for me all the time, leading me to the right decison, path and choice. This is a matter of trust and I trust Him so much that I don't need to worry. I'm praying that I will be able to fix every single mess as soon as possible. It's challenging my strength, to be honest. But I'm very much sure that everything will be absolutely fine.

From a bad news to a good news. My dad is already here for a vacation. I was so excited to see him that I had to absent myself from the office yesterday. The happiness I'm feeling right now cannot be measured. Glad that my family is complete again. I wish my dad won't need to work abroad but he needs to. That's why I am working really hard, hoping to find a much better job so my dad will just stay here in the Philippines. I do miss him everyday.

But since he's already here, I will going to savor every moment that we're complete. I have to enjoy and have fun. If only I could take a month leave, I will but that's impossible. For the mean time, I'll set aside all the things that are making me confuse and spend most of my time with my family, especially with my dad.